Again I Go Unnoticed

why do we concentrate so much on the past when the future is staring us down fight in the face? we know we don't live for ever but we choose not to live in the moment. we care to much about what other think that we for get to think about our selves. there is no more white and black only gray. because we forgot how to choose. and what i said is just going to go unnoticed even to me.

There's A Reason.

And I gave my hand to the Fates
And they took me around
They showed me the Seven Wonders
The sights and the sounds

There was a man with cinders for eyes
There was a girl with a dress made of flies
And there's a reason
There's a reason

And it's love that's tearing them down
And it's love that turns them around
Say it is so

And the ballroom is filled with the joy
Of making old friends
And jukebox girls trip the light
They wiggle and they bend

Blind Joe, he's feeling no pain
Sweet Georgia, she dreams of the rain
And there's a reason
There's a reason

And it's love that's tearing them down
And it's love that will turn them around
Say it is so

When the moon follows you where you go
And you cannot hide
And when voices of doom ring your ears
And horsemen do ride

May tomorrow the land be anew
May every bird sing unto you
That's the reason
That's the reason

That the love that's tearing you down
Is the love that will turn you around
That the love that's tearing you down
Is the love that will turn you around

Say it is so

I dont think there is a better song that explains what i feel at the moment.

Everybody Learns From Disaster.

Were sitting on a spinners while.
No options to get off.
No chances to stop.
We like the feeling of incomplete.
we Cherish the winters frost.
I give you all of me.
You give me the sand in your shoes.
I'm here to say FUCK YOUR SAND BITCH!

You can tell i mean it cause it is in caps.