Wow. t has been forever since i was last on there. Life has been a tragic few months. Death has been surrounding my life. I have been through a heel f a time to deal with it. but i cant seem to. i feel like at any momment that i am going to scream in someones face and tell them how i feel and let hem know how they make me feel.

i am seeing things differently now. i see peopel who i tought were my friends treat me like a pile of dog shit and how i always let them get away with it. but now i say fuck that shit. if you are going to shit on me ill shit right back on you mother fucker.

i am bitter i know but i think i deserve to be a little bitter foe once in my life.